JD called tonight. It is so rare that he calls me and I was so happy to hear from him. So many things have come up lately and I just don't know how many more either of us can handle.

After the suicide attempt, the missing mail, now his daughter's broken collar bone...I'm exhausted. We need to talk. He needs to tell me things and I need to tell him things and yet all I want to do is curl into his side and let him tell me everything is okay.

Maybe he'll do that. Maybe I'll just ask him for it.