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My life has changed so much in the past year. I'm officially divorced (YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!). I still live alone and still love what I do for a living (I'm a teacher). And I still belong to the same man I did when last I worked on this journal.
It is that relationship that will bring me back to writing again as it has recently undergone a very serious change. I have gone from a submissive with slave tendencies (my own choice of behaviors were more toward slave than submissive by most accepted definitions of the terms) to an owned slave (this by Master's choice and definition).
I have to admit that the first thought of this change terrified me. In the past there had been some times when Master would distance himself for personal reasons, times when he would be disconnected and I was afraid of belonging to someone who might become unreachable with no notice. But in the week since he made this change in my status, my fears have been assuaged by his calls and the time he's invested in making sure I'm okay.
You see, he moved to another state in November and is now many hours away. I didn't know how I could do this without his presence in my life each day, but the rules and regulations actual have the feel of a caress...as I get into bed each night by 10, I feel his hand on my heart telling me "goodnight little one." And though I may curse the alarm at 6:30, it is still a reminder that he cares that I get enough sleep so I don't stress myself into illness as I am likely to do on my own.
I have been adding folks to my friends list here at LJ and hope if you wish to comment on anything in this journal you will do so. I'm always open to honest discourse and look forward to talking with folks again as I make this transition in my life :).
