Fantasies

I don't know how many "fantasies" I really have. There are some things I think would be wonderful to try, but is that really a fantasy?

I'd love to part of a sub/slave auction...I think. The reality may be a little too scary.
I've always wanted to know what it would be like to be double penetrated by two men, rather than latex and a man.
I enjoy being an exhibitionist.

I need to think on this one a little more and come back to it.
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shareinnc (66.57.220.217)
Aug. 19th, 2002 04:33 pm (local)

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I liked the way you did this one. As far as the fantasies go....
1. Sub/slave auction.....enlighten me...I have heard of them...never been or particapated in one.
2. DP by 2 guys is one we can make happen. But only when I can ensure your safty and your ability to handle the situation.
3. As far as showing yoru body...that will be dictated by me. (ok..my spelling sucks, lol)
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shareinnc (67.251.119.119)
Aug. 20th, 2002 04:28 am (local)
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Sub/slave auctions: I've never participated in one either. I've heard of them and the idea intregues me. The utter abandonment of control, first to my own Sir and next to the one who buys me is what interests me about it.

I think the raciest thing I wear in public is an outfit like the one I wore on Friday BEFORE the pool ;). Generally I'm pretty conservative in my dress, especially for work. Play parties have always been a different thing. The last one I went to, I was with R...my Dom could not come. I dressed conservatively. The one before that, I was with my Dom. I wore my black gown until he decided to scene with me, at which point I wore only a collar and a blindfold. I am perfectly happy with your decisions when it comes to who will see me and how much will be seen.

Fantasies

Last week something got into me...don't know what it was.

I saw JD on Thursday for a bit and after I left, I wrote this for him because I couldn't seem to articulate these ideas when he asked me about them.

I really enjoyed spending some time with you today. I really do like being with you for quiet time like we had today.
Anyway, I got the impression that since I couldn't articulate what was on my mind and in my fantasies that I should write them and send them to you.
One of the most tingle-inducing images I've had lately goes back to our last scene and what transpired afterward. I have this picture of you kneeling behind me, thrusting your cock deep into me. I can feel you stretching my body open under the onslaught of your thrusts. My pussy is throbbing now as I remember the feel of you inside me, pulsing as your orgasm overtakes you.
Your hand wrapped into my hair last week left me weak. I can feel your power, you possession when you do that. I love when you take possession of me, pulling my head back by my hair, exposing my neck for you to sink your teeth in. The feel of your teeth on my breasts, the strength of your hand on my flesh...all of these things make me tremble. I can nearly orgasm remembering the times you've done these things to me.
I wanted so very much to crawl up between your legs this afternoon. I wanted to run my hands up your thighs, pushing the towel up as I moved toward your groin. I love the spicy scent of your skin and the way that scent fills my senses as I nibble on the skin at the joint of your hip.
I wanted to run my nails over your cock and listen to your breathing change. I wanted to watch it twitch and grow beneath my touch before I lowered my head to tongue and nibble your balls. I love the sensuousness of your skin between my teeth. There is something so incredible about the taste of that skin when it is drawn taut under my teeth. It is sweeter then than at any other time.
I wanted to be able to lean up and engulf your cock with my mouth. I'd begin by licking it slowly from the base to the head, and then I'd slowly lover my mouth over your cock, sucking it in, massaging it with my tongue until my nose was buried against your groin and I could use the muscles of my throat to continue the massage.
I wanted to suck your cock slowly and thoroughly as I listend to your groans and felt your cock throb with each beat of your heart. I wanted to hear that deep rumble that begins in your belly and works its way to your throat as your orgasm builds. I wanted you to sink your hands into my hair and hold my head while you thrust your hips, forcing your cock into my throat. I wanted to hear your most gutteral moan and feel your cock pump as you came in my mouth. I wanted to taste the metallic and salty cum as it shot out of you. I wanted to hold your pulsing cock in my mouth until your body stilled.
I'm trembling thinking about this. I miss you!